October 16th

Decreasing my lorazepam again really messed me up today. Good old anxiety and even some derealization. Fun times! Even now I feel really off. I don't like not feeling like myself.

Dear work: Please me easy tomorrow. I could use a gentle day while my body processes its chemical changes. I already have to get up way too early, so...go easy on me!

All things considered, at least Cas is looking especially poofy today.