Tuesday, March 22, 2016
You know, I wasn't expecting this much stress tonight. And when I get super stressed, I tend to just want to not do anything at all. I got a call today saying that my apartment was being shown tomorrow morning. Seeing as I work and I'm in the middle of moving, my apartment is messy and I'm not too worried about cleaning it. At least, I didn't think I'd have to be, since showings weren't supposed to happen til after I left. My last day of work is the 20th of April and I was planning on spending the week after that doing all of my cleaning. Now I have to do it all within the next...six hours? And I need to sleep, too. So I'm not sure what to do. I'm also really not okay with strangers coming into my apartment. I don't want them bothering Cas, and I don't want them touching my things. I'm going to be at work so I can't be there to supervise. I am feeling very stressed and distrustful and oh my god I have so much to clean and I just want to sleep.